i've got the powaaaa!Wednesday, December 14, 2005

high day today. everything from kickass shopping to the feeling of power.

i was supposed to go see jawaid uncle at the hospital in the morning but turned out sahar's not going so i didn't go.. then went to park towers with bhaiyya to finally get that maria b. saari i've been wanting to buy. i went and grabbed it, saw the price tag and it was on sale, yay. so while the woman's writing down the recipt (taking forever in doing so) i randomly started browsing through other saaris for no reason at all. so anyway, i come upon this hawwwwt saari that i feel like trying... this light green and purple number.. so i try it on and it looks so hot. i check the price tag and it's so much lesser than the other saari i wanted to buy and this one was so much better. anyway.. so i ordered the green&purple and the emasurements and trying took almsot an hour during which poor ol' bhaiyya waited.

then we went to hasina's place cuz bhaiyya wanted to check out the wedding pictures.. bhaiyya went and i had lunch and fun with hassyfahad. went to gulf from there and indulged in meaningless shopping for hours. i never knew shopping by yourself could be so entertaining. ordered a jora for mehndi which totally rocks! combination of lime green and blue.. then bought two pairs of shoes and earrings. yumm. shopping is mucho fun *claps* then hassyfahad picked me on their way back from gym.. stayed with them for a bit and then went to arizona for the meetup.

the meetup was good apart from the little hiccup of not wanting to meet someone who evntually ended showing up. memories of time long gone. sweet revenge when least expected.

a: i know it won't justify it if i say it was jsut a really bad point of life
k: nothing you say will ever justify what you said. i don't even need explanations, i just don't care anymore
a: *making random conversation*
k: no offense, but i really don't want to make conversation with you *turns face the other way, shifts seat and ignores*

it's weird what a small small world this has become.. running into saphiya randomly not knowing who she was, and now this. seems like blogger is as small a world as OD.. maybe more.

anyway.. with every hig has to come a low.. so hours after coming back this immense sense of depression started coming on for no reason at all. called nausheen at 4 in the morning, and woke her up to cry for no reason at all. girlfriends rock. i can NOT stress that fact enough. by the end of twenty minutes i was feeling myself again and now finally good enough to make a joyful entry :p

and it's really sad when the one person you thought you knew seems to be the one person you seem to never have known at all. heh, of crush lists and hot lists. of every tom, dick and harry named sana and of doing the dick (that's for sheen, rofl). of distances stretching 1700 kms and of knowing that just because you think you're better or much cooler or generally way above someone doesn't change any facts. of finally looking at pictures and thinking one word: pretty... prettier.

they're besides you where i used to lay.