you're my story.Tuesday, July 11, 2006

you're like a chapter in the book of my life. a chapter that's faded due to so many reasons unknown, just disappeared. a chapter that cannot be rewritten cuz once you write something beautifully, you can (no matter how hard you try) not reconstruct the words in exactly that order again. a chapter that had no backup, no copies made anywhere.. just that one chapter. over there. one that has faded. the saddest thing about human memory is- what's gone, is gone forever. just a series of empty pages, lots of empty pages.. in the middle of the book. misprint, if you may.

it's not like there won't be more chapters later. it's not like the story won't go on. it's not like the pages won't turn. there will be more chapters.. the pages will turn, the story will go on. but. but. the book will never, ever be complete. it will have an ending, yes, the ending might even be happy.. but it'll never be complete. it will never be complete without you. i will never be complete without you.

i never was

heh, and now you're a chapter in somebody else's book.
and somebody else is a chapter in your book.

my chapter was blacked out. torn. and shredded.

it barely hurts anymore however. some consolation.
when victories are few, you have to make do with what life offers.
let the glass be half full- even if half full with poison :)