nooshay pooshayThursday, February 08, 2007

her name is anoushey



she's randomly asleep, she randomly wakes up. her face changes every single day. she scratches herself with those tiny, nonexistent, nonsharp nails. when she holds my finger in her palm.. she holds it tight like she'll never let go. sometimes when she's really sleepy and you're trying to wake her up.. she'll open her left eye only, gaze around the room, then give you a no bullshit look that says "can't you see i'm sleeping you stupid woman" and then she'll go back to sleep. other times when she's really woozy, but she wants to stay up, but keeps drifting off to sleep - she looks likea drunk little baby high on ecstasy.. half open, half close eyes, random giggles, random tantrums. heh. the little devil.. she's just 15 days old and she recognizes me already.. she fell asleep in my arms today.. when i hold her, it's like holding heaven.

when holding a baby, the baby laughs whilst in your arms - there is no greater joy in the world.

lately, i've been finding myself wanting more and more to get married. i can't wait to have one of my own.