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it's the twenty fifth of april

Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again. Just when you stop looking for it, that's exactly when you'll fnd it. The harder you look, the more you spoil your chances. Everyone knows that. But you look, you DO look. You look everywhere. You look at Them and you wonder why, why, why, why not. When you're walking in the supermarket, when you're caught in the evening rushbackhome traffic, when you're sitting alone at the local deli having lunch. We're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we've never even met? How else do you explain that feeling of empitness but no one there to fill the void? Everybody's lonely for someone, every so often I realize I'm lonely for you. There is a time and place for everything - a time for hope, a time to mourn, a time to smile, a time to enjoy, a time to cry. Phases of life, some call it. How come it's been a bad phase ever since you left? Surely Miss Power Woman is not dependent on anyone. Strong. Stoic, some call it. Hence, there is a time to act cool, calm, collected. There is a time to smile. Show a certain face to a world. Thre's a time to cry. Dark room, alone, hugging your knees, incessant sobs, uncontrollable. Every month, twice a month, thrice a month, sometimes none. But always there, in the background. Somehow, somewhere. Here. A smile, or a shirt can be enough to reignite all those memories. A song. Or a date. Or the atmosphere. An event. The people. The proximity. The proximity. The proximity.

I found you in that darkness,
but sadly, I lost you there also.
And before I could find you again.. someone else did.

Maybe it was that age,
maybe it was naiveity.

Or maybe,
First Loves are never really over.

graduating.Friday, April 20, 2007

We're leaving together

But still it's farewell

And maybe we'll come back

To earth, who can tell?

I guess there is no one to blame

We're leaving ground

Will things ever be the same again?

It's the final countdown...

funnysad

graduation has a way of making you fall in love with the people you've always hated

i give up.Tuesday, April 17, 2007

that's it. nothing more. nothing less.
family and acquaintaces.
no friends, no relationships.
i've learnt enough lessons in the past eight years.

it was love at first sightFriday, April 13, 2007

two of the best cars in the world :)
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