Not a single girl kind of a girl.Saturday, December 31, 2005

The Guru is, without doubt, one of the funniest movies I've ever seen. I remember the first time I saw it when me and Joe sneaked into the movie theatre without tickets and had no idea what movie was going to be playing. So once we're seated, all we see on the screen is this half naked man dancing and then bajjoe exclaims, "Oh, it's The Guru!". It was rated 18 then, and I was 17 or 16 or something but it was too late to sneak back out, we'd probably end up gettig caught :p So we ended up sitting for the rest of the movie and laughed till our stomachs ached.

I love all those Indian songs and the way Heather Graham dresses up as a Bollywood actress and actually does those dulhan type dances, lol. Oh, and how can I forget, "I have abandonment issues!"

Anyway, I know I haven't written in my blog in forever. I've been insanely tied up. Fist was busy in Dubai, came back on the 27th and sicne then been tied up in weddings and whatnot. Sarah's wedding was on 28th. A friend's wedding is a weird experience, especially if it's a close friend. On one hand, I was so happy for her that I felt I couldn't stop smiling.. and the other part of me was so scared for her and I just wanted to protect her from all those responsibilities and whatnot. I just hope she stays happy forever and ever and ever and nver has to face any difficulties in life.



So here's a pic of Sarah, the most beautiful bride :) and on the right hand side is a picture of us all going crazy. From left, that's Ali then me, Walji, Momo and Hussain. And behind Hussain is the half hidden face of Yasir. It was so much fun!!!

I woke up surprisingly early today, so I think I'm gonna go to Park Towers and get some stuff done from Maria B. and then I have the collect my Mehndi ka jora from Gulf and I'll probably end up buying chooriyan as well. I was planning on getting my haircut aaj, but Nina Lotia has no apppointments. Anyway, 3rd ko I'll get a haircut alongwith manicure/pedicure.. weee! Hope it lasts me till the Valima, I'll top coat it everyday.

Oh my, I'm becoming such a girly girl *claps*

PS. For Sheen, basically you can say that I'm not a single girl kind of a girl :pPp ROFLMAO

ShuaarsFriday, December 30, 2005

Perfume anyone?

happyhappy joyjoy

Playstation

Blocks'nShisha

redhairsesFriday, December 23, 2005

RIPTuesday, December 20, 2005

Rest in peace, Jawaid Uncle.
I will miss you.

Sheenieness.Monday, December 19, 2005

meepeople says: ** is a gentleman man

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: he's a gentleman man?

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: like im a very ladylikely lady?

meepeople says: the man was referring to you!

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: you think i'm a man *twists mustache*

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: somehow i have the feeling its not spelt that way.. moustache?

meepeople says: i dont know the difference really...but there is one

meepeople says: moustache i think yeah

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: you don't know the diff between whetehr or not im a man?!?!?!

meepeople says: bah.. LOL

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: like a mouse's tash?

meepeople says: mouse's tush?

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: wudn't be a pretty sight

meepeople says: nope, not

death.

jawaid uncle is dying.
he has hardly a week
and i'm in dubai
fuck.
i want to go back.
i want him to get ok.
i am crying. can't stop.

lots of happy randomness :))

I got a new mp3 player. wo0t wo0t. thanks bunches jo

it's so beautiful and pretty and and whatnot
you charge it for three mins and it plays for three hours
and max battery time is 50 hours!!

no more spending tons of money on duracell/energizer AAA's
*dances with glee*

i had resigned myself to no orkut in dubai
but now, no flickr even. gahness.
blog picture uploading is ugly.

*hatching evil plans to takeover bhaiyya's room when he comes to dubai and gets a DSL connection*

random conversation with arfi:

kirna: i'm gonna be invading ur home in a few days when papa leaves
arfi: sorry, you're too thin, we can't keep you
kirna: i'll wash your dishes and clean ur house
arfi: maybe we can keep you then

dubai is that breath of fresh air i've been longing for
i've also been longing for a nokia 3230 :p
but that's an entirely different story

been sleeping at 7am and waking at 6pm
having sausage sandwiches and yummy bajjoe cooking

random conversation with bhaiyya:

kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: bajjoe's laptop has that fingerprint identification thing, cool na?
Failing to prepare is preparing to fail... says: biometric id :)
kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: oh thats what its called :$
kickass makeupwearing. eyelid darkening. says: sorry, thori si jaahil hoon na

apparently the DSL connection comes with a wireless router.
looks like i won't have to takeover bhaiyya's room now.

Hotmail Beta!!

Hotmail Beta rocks. I have it and YOU don't.. na na na nya na!!!

2000MB storage, *evil grin* But then, I've had that storage since a year now.

But Hotmail Beta is even faster than GMail. Yay, I'm in laaaahv.

But won't ditch Yahoo! for nothin'

Facade.Friday, December 16, 2005

dil luteya

samne kisse de oh balono sangdi
duniya ton chori chori dil mangdi

naal likhdi, likhdi roj sanu chitiyan

jinne meira dil luteya

this is my current high song
reminds me of so many things all at once.

likhdi roj sanu chitiyan..

switch off.Thursday, December 15, 2005

and why is it that you know there's a switch off button but you just can't seem to switch your cell off even if you want?
it's fear of the dark.

Something not entirely signifcant.
But will stay with me for a long time.
Meetup memories :)

i've got the powaaaa!Wednesday, December 14, 2005

high day today. everything from kickass shopping to the feeling of power.

i was supposed to go see jawaid uncle at the hospital in the morning but turned out sahar's not going so i didn't go.. then went to park towers with bhaiyya to finally get that maria b. saari i've been wanting to buy. i went and grabbed it, saw the price tag and it was on sale, yay. so while the woman's writing down the recipt (taking forever in doing so) i randomly started browsing through other saaris for no reason at all. so anyway, i come upon this hawwwwt saari that i feel like trying... this light green and purple number.. so i try it on and it looks so hot. i check the price tag and it's so much lesser than the other saari i wanted to buy and this one was so much better. anyway.. so i ordered the green&purple and the emasurements and trying took almsot an hour during which poor ol' bhaiyya waited.

then we went to hasina's place cuz bhaiyya wanted to check out the wedding pictures.. bhaiyya went and i had lunch and fun with hassyfahad. went to gulf from there and indulged in meaningless shopping for hours. i never knew shopping by yourself could be so entertaining. ordered a jora for mehndi which totally rocks! combination of lime green and blue.. then bought two pairs of shoes and earrings. yumm. shopping is mucho fun *claps* then hassyfahad picked me on their way back from gym.. stayed with them for a bit and then went to arizona for the meetup.

the meetup was good apart from the little hiccup of not wanting to meet someone who evntually ended showing up. memories of time long gone. sweet revenge when least expected.

a: i know it won't justify it if i say it was jsut a really bad point of life
k: nothing you say will ever justify what you said. i don't even need explanations, i just don't care anymore
a: *making random conversation*
k: no offense, but i really don't want to make conversation with you *turns face the other way, shifts seat and ignores*

it's weird what a small small world this has become.. running into saphiya randomly not knowing who she was, and now this. seems like blogger is as small a world as OD.. maybe more.

anyway.. with every hig has to come a low.. so hours after coming back this immense sense of depression started coming on for no reason at all. called nausheen at 4 in the morning, and woke her up to cry for no reason at all. girlfriends rock. i can NOT stress that fact enough. by the end of twenty minutes i was feeling myself again and now finally good enough to make a joyful entry :p

and it's really sad when the one person you thought you knew seems to be the one person you seem to never have known at all. heh, of crush lists and hot lists. of every tom, dick and harry named sana and of doing the dick (that's for sheen, rofl). of distances stretching 1700 kms and of knowing that just because you think you're better or much cooler or generally way above someone doesn't change any facts. of finally looking at pictures and thinking one word: pretty... prettier.

they're besides you where i used to lay.

Online games.Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Celebrating the first night/day of freedom. Been up all night. Got very upset a little while ago, around 3.30 am when I read about theearthquake but uski repurcussions tou kal hi pata chaleingi. Anyway, since then I've been playing online games and they're so much fun. I'm gonna go play Literati after I finish this entry..

Anyway so I was playing this Disney entrepreneur-ing game for wee lil kids and I started out with a loss but in the end I was the market leader both in the Pet Spa and the Candy Shop, yay. It's such a fun game but do not even ATTEMPT to play it if you have a crap internet connection cuz that's jsut gonna end up in frustration.
http://www.disney.go.com/hotshot/hsb.html

After I got done with that (it gets easy after a very short while), a friend gave me a link of Smack Monkey. Hehe, it's the funnest game ever, albeit nonsensical. You just keep smacking the poor ol' monkey. I sent it flying 373 miles per hour and that too with my touchpad, yeh baybeh. So, what's YOUR score?
http://homepage.ntlworld.com/burton.family/local/smackmonkey.html

Okay, the last that I just got done playing is Smack the Penguin. Slightly less nonsensical than Smack Monkey but highly pointless nonetheless. The penguins make such a cute noise when you smack them and they go flying in the air. My furthest is 595 miles.. beat that! mwaha.
http://games.apropo.ro/penguin-modified.html

I know, I have too much time :\

of lots of of's

funny how the one person you seemingly want to impress is the one person you always end up feeling tongue tied around.. torn between acting giggly and dumbblondeish and clamming up when self conscious. of cowboy hats, movies at kara and hot chocolate at caffeine.

fiza: natasha, do you think i'm dumb
naty: not really, but some people seem to think you're kinda blonde
fiza: *wide eyed and contemplative* do you think it's my hairrr...? maybe i should get my highlights removed..

hehe, of random conversations and kickass girl friends. girl friends are blessings from God. better than chocolate, way better than guy friends. always there for you. girl friends, bring with them, some instant formula.. something magic.. that takes you high no matter when or how. sometimes when i'm down and it seems like nothing can bring me up, all i have to do is go and sms sheen, call amu/nat or just go and give sanny a big hug and everything seems better again.

of shopping trips and phone calls that stretch for hours. they have a way of making you feel better. of random mass scrapping and girl power when you're particularly low. of not studying at all the day before the final but constantly calling each other and bitching about how tough the coming chapters are. of random covnersations about bridal asia and what they will be wearing for the wedding (their's and/or my bhaiyya's). of endless gossipping about no one in particular and contemplating how winters are good for hair and skin. of the benson/marlboro theory of boys/men (in that particular order, heh) to wondering how well together young women can be reduced to giggly cheerleader-y girls under the spell of attraction.

so yeah, i screwed up the finance paper today but well, never been the one for numbers. the only consolation is, finals finally done and over with. and got a bit of eye candy spotting today as well, so all in all, day not entirely wasted. got the metblog meetup tomorrow *twiddles thumbs*

jawaid uncle's getting sicker everyday. the chemotherapy didn't work. he's already reduced to something very near vegetable. finds it hard to speak a single word. i love him so much. it makes me so sad. cancer was just something that happened to other people. not someone you knew.. somehow the gesture of telling them i'm there whenever they need, going to the hospital as much as i can.. doesn't seem enough. somehow, i feel guilty for being happy. sahar has grown up so much. it's time to bury the hatchet. but sometimes past mistakes can not be undone. and somehow, bringing up me and her at a time like this would be selfishness epitomised. the least i can do is be there for her.

funny how bad times make you realize your mistakes.

anyway, here's to girlfriends, people who make you tongue tied and finishing finals.
rejoice!

Of Kara and Caffeine..Saturday, December 10, 2005

Blogging after ages, yes, still one more paper to go.. Financial Institutions and Markets.. but that's not till Monday. I went to see Khamoshi and Shahrukh Khan ki Maut at Kara at PIIA today. I wanted to go see Pooja Bhatt's Holiday but no one was going.. and then in the middle of Khamoshi Fahd smsed to check if I wanted to go. Perfect timing eh? :p

So anyway.. Khamoshi was beautiful. The scene's spoke for themselves. Hardly any dialogues. Really amazing. Didn't really like Shahrukh Khan ki Maut, found it kinda sad. As in pathetic.

On the way back we went to Caffeine, whose Hot Chocolate sucks btw. But they had this really amazing Chicken something sandwich. It was yummalicious. Yummmm. And the cheese fries reminded me I haven't had Area 51's in forever, they're the best in Khi :)



Somewhere along the way back, we took this pic - that's Qaiser Jr., me and Fawad. One of those rare happy moments that have started coming as of late. Much better change than no happy moments at all. Hoping a gradual increase in the frequency distribution, lmao. OMG, I never have to study Stats again, yaaaaaaay!!!! That, however, does not compensate for my F in Development Economics. :(

HiatusTuesday, December 06, 2005

final exams. eugh.